Well getting back to my last post(not all people saw it) but I have regrets getting a job because I thought somebody would help me make $$$ but didn't and because of that I cant go on the so-cal road trip this summer.It sucks but I blame myself for this mess because I depend on my family too much sometimes and that could get very ugly and mostly I get two-faced a lot by my parents and I do a lot for them but they're never happy and just for once this year I wanna see a smile on their faces for once because they're always mad and if you're wondering where I get that mad man look from.

Well at least yesterday was a sign for relief and now today I'm worried about surviving the hot heat weather more than anything else.